If God had wanted me otherwise, He would have created me otherwise
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It
opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get
inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole
suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different
from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a
piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss
you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes
hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the
darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a
glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the
imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-
rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get
inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole
suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different
from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a
piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss
you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes
hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the
darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a
glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the
imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-
rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time
cannot erase
You cried I'd wipe away all
of your tears
You'd scream I'd fight away all of your
fears
I held your hand through all of these
years
You still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you
left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that
I gone
But though I still with me
I've been alone all along
Ты моей никогда не будешь,
ты моей никогда не станешь...
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